scared

Goodmorning everyone,
So I am being asked to write about a time that i was scared. There are many of those times, but the last time was about a couple days ago when my mother told me that my uncles neighbors house got broken into which they live just up the highway from us. She added how it was during the day, and usually when people break into houses its at night so nobody can see. So I got a little scared because as I told you the other day I am house sitting my neighbors house, and when I walk home at night I get so scared thinking that someone is watching me. I know i sound pathetic, but I'm a baby when it comes to things like that. I always put scenarios in my head, and it just makes everything 10x worse. So as I was walking home the other night, I tried calling three of my friends and no one answered so I called my mom and she didn't answer either, so I was left with the only option having to run. As I was running, I wouldn't stop looking behind me, I made sure of my surroundings. When I got home, I ran to my room and went to bed.

house sitting

So i am watching my neighbors house for the week and it honestly sucks so bad. They have a golden retriever and its just so hard to keep up with watching this house, going to school, and watching my dog. Its like i cant find time to get over there cause i dont like just sitting in the house all by myself. They dont even have TV, not that I even watching TV but still shows that I just literally sit there. Im here right now writing this because im am so bored and the dog is outside. I had a busy morning, I went to class at 9am and then went to the gym and went car shopping and now im here longer than i usually am because my dog is not at home. I wish they had good food here, cause it would make me want to be here all the time lol. But i feel like since they are paying me i need to try harder to be here. You would think I want to be here more often to get away from my family and its quite so i can study and do work. Im way to scared to stay over here at night tho. Hope everyone is having a good day.

getting pulled over

so this is kind of a funny story but then again one of those "you had to be there" kind of stories. So two summers ago i had plans to hang out with my friend named Shayla who lives down the high way from me on the lake. We had plans to go to this party that was suppose to be big because it was kind of a going away party for a friend we knew. I get to her house and she tells me we have to ride bikes because her grandparents didnt wanna drive... which didnt bother me because it was literally like six houses down. So here we are biking there and we show up and we are the first girls there so we are walking around looking into the house but to the owners is a camp and spying on the boys that are inside... until a car shows up and there are girls. So we go in the camp and we drank a couple beers and everyone showed up and it was a great time. Well it was getting late and her grandparents were giving me a ride back home so we had to get back to her house at a somewhat decent time because i had to work in the morning so i couldnt sleep there. So we started biking back. We passed the casino and we see a cop about to pull out... and we are on the side of the street where traffic is coming at us. Shayla chugged a beer right before we left, we were not drunk or anything, infact i didnt feel a thing... All of a sudden we see cop lights behind us, the cop car came on the wrong side of the street just to pull us over and it was so funny i could not even believe what was happening. So they then let us go and we went through the woods cause they kind of drove by us very slowly so we got scared and i ruined my new shoes i was wearing and so yeah it was a time to remember.

i need

hey everyone,
I guess i am going to talk about things i need to do in order for me to start doing better in life. I need to start waking up earlier as well as going to be earlier to be able to wake up on time and give myself enough time to get ready instead of rushing to get ready. I dont even give myself time to eat, so by the time class is over im like starving, so thats another reason why i need to start waking up earlier so i can get the most important meal of the day in. I need to start going to the gym instead of eating more, I need to get back on track with watching the way I eat. I want to drop about fifteen pounds by the end of this year, that gives me two and a half months so that means strict diet and working out every day to stay on that path. I need to start saving up my money and stop spending it on food and irrelevant things i dont need. I need to stop going out on the weekend because bad things happen and i when i say that you probably have so many thoughts going through your mind but its not as bad as it sounds. I need to stop giving into people. I have alot of things i need to do and i could go on and on and on and on and on and on and still be able to keep going.

Dear Madison J. Schley

In class we are working on our argumentative essay. It is coming along alright, there's some miscommunication here and there but we are all doing fairly well on them. We have to go infront of the class and inform the class what our argument is and tell them why we think so and so should be the main character in the book, movie, or show that you have selected and give examples why. We have to add what is going to be added to the part if they play the role as the main character, what is missing because they are not the main character and then explain everything as to whats important to why that should be the main character. Its going to be an easy 50 points but its still hard for me to be able to get in front of the class and talk when i have horrible anxiety. So that is what we are doing as of now in class.

returning cans

So its kind of random but its funny to talk about times you go and return cans and everyone stares at you like holy shit you drink a lot of pop or holy shit you are an alcoholic. Well this only goes for the people who are from Michigan and have been through this situation because im pretty sure Michigan is the only state that does it... but so the other day my moms ex boyfriend texted me telling me he has cans for me just like every other time he does. So it was the day of the "tornado" in Marquette he texted me saying "i have two bags of cans for you" and im used to in now that when he says bags it means like HUGE garbage bags. So i was then on my way and he was not at the house so i picked up the garbage bags that were almost as tall as me and tried to put them in my car. One fit in the trunk and the other one fit in the backseat (just barley) So here i am getting cans from my house and my aunts house while im at it because they both told me they had some.. i come up with 7 bags of cans, remember two are huge!!! I went to super one and had to use two carts PLUS i had to carry two bags that didnt fit, so here i am looking like a alcoholic/popoholic lol. I returned them to leave the story with eighty dollars in cans!!! what an easy way to make money, right!? :)

next semester

hey everyone,
So I dont know about any of you guys, but I tried starting scheduling for my next semester of classes and holy crap is it so hard and takes a lot of thought to do it. Its like you have all these classes you need to get done but its like so much and you want to cram it all in one semester but know that it would be a bad idea... And its like i have to predict what happens this semester with anatomy to see if i can even get into another class or else if i fail i have to retake that class which will push me back a little bit. It is kind of hard to plan for classes for English as well cause you have to pass this class with a B or better and not saying that it will be difficult but its still like wellllllll what if i don't pass and then i have to remake my whole schedule again and this and that. It takes a lot of time and also have to predict what will benefit  you more right now and what you can take in all at once. The one thing that i know i will be needed next semester is tutoring because damn i have some hard classes i have to take in order to get in to the Dental Hygiene program. I am so nervous because if anatomy is hard, it puts me to thinking what if i cant finish any of the other classes as well and here i am paying all this money to go to college to just fail and not be able to even get those credits. So much going through my mind right now....